This book of poetry and prose is a dive into my first romantic relationship through the storytelling of poems and prose. At first, these poems were just a way for me to understand my feelings. But after reading the works of published poets, I felt what only I can describe as a calling. I felt that I needed to make these poems available to the public. My only goal is that one person reads my poems and feels that they are not alone in their despair, because that is how I felt. Enjoy!